pizookie wasted.

i'm exhausted. but in a good way.
i've trained for work. hung out with friends and co-workers. obsessed over boys. got excited for the new semester. freaked out about writing a thesis and TA-ing for a class. yearning to go home. and just plain ol' being inspired to...hmm...just be. to just live in the moment, be present with myself for a change, and not worry about others and their pursuit of happyness.

right now, i'm so tired that most of my thoughts will be left unsaid for now. actually...quite frankly, i'm in emotion overload. idk if this has happened to you, but when i feel too many emotions it gets too overwhelming for me, so i have to cry. it hasn't happened yet, but as soon as this blog is done i'm gonna handle my business lol. don't fret...it's not a sad thing. overwhelming is just that...overwhelming. whether it be with good emotions, "bad" emotions, or some nice mix of the two.

i feel the tears coming, so until next time...

it's all greek to me.

boys.
they always say that girls are complicated...that they just don't get us.
well news flash: we don't get ya'll either!

idk about you, but i'm always wondering what guys are thinking.
why they act the way they do...
why they have the friends, hobbies, etc. they do...
why they choose the mates they do...
yep...that last one is a thought ever-present in my mind :-\

especially lately.
because fortunately (or unfortunately, depending on how you look at it haha), i'm developing feelings for a boy.
*sigh* it's been a while for me...and while it's very exciting (i'm smiling now, just so you know), it's also very scary. he might not like me, but then again he might. i have no clue where he stands. we're friends, i guess that's a good way to start. so we'll see where this goes...

but, should i say something? make the first move?
would you???

for now, i'm just enjoying the fun of having a crush...**insert girly giggle here**