i really like my job at the ice cream shop.
no, really...i do.
i figured out why...
it gives me a break from thinking really. i'm not in charge, i'm not the leader...i just follow. and i'm ok with that.
but here's the problem...(there's always a problem, it seems like)
i get home, and i'm exhausted. or i have hw that i never do. or i miss hang outs with friends, and now they're asleep.
but the biggest problem of all is that, when it's all said and done...i come home to an empty house, with barely enough money to cover gas.
why am i working this job?
the more i weight my options, the more i think about quitting. don't get me wrong, i'm very grateful for the opportunity. ppl would kill to have a job right now. but i have another one. and i still have to take out loans anyways...why run myself crazy if i STILL have to borrow money?
neways, i feel that decision is practically made.
*sigh* i'm so lonely...i just want someone to hold at night, someone to be there for me all the time. when am i gonna start my own romance...??? :'(
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