Saturday, September 3, 2011

two steps back.

i can't shake the insanity that's rattling around in my head. the harder i try, the louder it gets. and this time...idk if it's worse...but it's definitely more complex. more confusion. more frustrating. just...more.

it's draining the life out of me, and i have no energy to fight it. how do i pray about this...whatever it is? b/c i have no clue. and if God knows, He hasn't quite clued me in yet. so i don't pray...

i don't understand this...how can i explain it to anyone else??? so i'll just keep silent. and i guess i'll continue to fake it til i make it...or it kills me.

...w/e comes first.

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